Shall start with my big ass picture first to tell you all that I'm alive!
You know, few days back something pretty big (well, at least to me) happen to me and make me realise that life is so fragile and it scares me damn bad!
Everything was so normal that morning, as usual.
And we had some kind of physical training to start the day off, and everytime without fail, I was able to go through it smoothly, but not this time round. I also don't know why, after running for awhile (2 sets), I started to feel alittle nauseas and started seeing some black spots. So I thought it's time that I should sound off to stop the training as I'll feeling pretty horrible at that point of time.
And the next thing I know was, people commenting that my face was really pale and was being hold up by them and move to a better ventilated place.
That was when I had blackout and fainted.
IT IS FUCKING SCARY CAUSE I THOUGHT I'M DYING!!!!
Cause when I blackout and fainted (as much as I know), I see flashback of all the random images of the past and stuff and so, I thought I'm going to die already what! As all the drama always show that when the actor/actress is going to die what right!!
It's really really crazy, I tell you!
And after that I didn't know what happen until I woke up and realise I'm already sitting down with some people around me asking how I am feeling.
I was then send to medical centre via ambulance and with the reservist doctor there whom deem that I'm alright and just need some rest.
From the way he talk and ask question, I can already know that he's totally unprofessional! He ask question like, "How long did you faint?".
Wtf will I know how long I faint, seriously??!!!
He thinks I got go check the watch before I faint and when I woke up, check the watch again is it? Or like I got put stopwatch to see how long I've fainted?!!
Really siao one lor!!
Some of the questions he ask, I totally cannot answer him at all cause it was when I was having the blackout and fainted! HOW WOULD I POSSIBLY KNOW ALL THE DETAILS WHEN I FAINTED RIGHT??!! Mad stupid man! Was really annoyed by him at that point of time! Zzzzzz!
But I'm getting better and better now after much rest!!
Though it's a pretty traumatizing incident to me cause I've never ever in my life fainted before, and this is the really first one and hopefully the last one too! And also, I really thought I was dying so it really scares me damn bad that time!
Lucky I never die ah, if not I cannot get to travel on the plane before I die (I'm going Hong Kong in June! Yayyyyyy!!). Also, if can choose to die lah, I also don't wanna die inside camp lor! Siao only!
*touch wood! choy choy*
Well, and I specially need to thanks Lucas (he very funny lah, keep ask me to blog and share about it) who is there to takecare of me when I go to the medical centre and also, the sticky cui jw! :)
Though I feel very embarrassed after that (cause I fainted in front of so many people), but I'm glad that this shitty thing actually happen to me to let me know that I really got to cherish and treasure what I have now. Also to takecare of my health!
We are all like that one lor!
We will only get to understand or realise the importance of something, when 'something' bad happen to us one! Tsktsktsktsktsktsktsk!
